| Yawn... |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|12:07 pm] |
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I worked so late last night.... no not at worky work, i did that from 5am till 3pm, but on costumes, now i just need to paint darryl's cross, and attach his skirty things to his belt and TADA, DONE! One out of... Six... *groan* But i got tuesday and wenesday off, i can push two or three out then... Anyhow, christmas is right around the corner AHHHHH. Well my mom and sister are done, there is still :Dad, Kevin, Nikki, Pauline, and whoever i get for secret santa at genna's. Me and pauline are thinking about doing a double gift for nikki and splitting the cost of a tablet. But anyhow, i lost my sewing mojo and only want to paint.. GAH, why cant i stick with one thing.
I blaim ADD TOTALY!
The house has been hit hit by the omg wtf country glitter christmas fairy... its scarey... i want to run and hide... even my sewing room door has decorations... scarey no?
Work is evil, i must work christmas eve and day.
I am rambling, and now i go to sew.. yay for breaks! |
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| It is done. |
[Nov. 28th, 2005|04:31 pm] |
I took inisitive... it was scarey, and i cleaned out my car.... The best moment from my sister was...
Courtney: "Wow i thought i lost this in Baltimore!"
Kristen: "Wasent that in like, august...." Blink Blink
Courtney: Taps Chin "wow... i guess it was"
Kristen: Blink Blink, and walk away...
It made me laugh so bad, my sister is strange.. ANYHOW Masked balls closer, and i msut finish. Visiting the boy because his mommy's been real sick and he's felling down in the dumps :( I sure do miss him.
Anyhow, i should get going, im leaving in like... 30 mintues, If you love me call me. |
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| Stupid God bloody hell! |
[Nov. 27th, 2005|02:36 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | My Chemical Romance | ] |
Seeing as how everyone is using Livejournal.. im joining in... ok im a follower whatever, i figured, i can try and keep up and everything with everyone, since they all post on here... Anywho Turkey day.. I worked i love work, but i am so friggin sick of putting up with peoples BS! I WANT A DAMN DAY OFF TO SEE THE BF. His mom got rushed to hte hosiptal and i couldent be there *kick* my manager. Anywho, i ate to much and fell into turkey coma...
As for Black Friday. YOU POEPLE THAT GO OUT ARE OUT OF YOUR BLOODY FREEKIN MIND! ya.. first year i've been out, i was like what the hell, cant be to bad, YOUR CRAZY, ok, im sorry standing in a line of 2000 people to get into walmart for like 5 am, not my cup of tea, your all nutz! Although i did get my ps2 and wireless modem which isent set up cause it's stupid! But besides that. ya Masked ball is like what.. 16 days away, i think im gonna crap myself... so much work.. I need to teach the minions to sew.. Besides that ya, I need to go back to boston, i miss it *sniffles* Hey paulina, when is your next day off, i wanna come visit, ill drag Rakka or someone along, we can go bother toni!!!
Bed time, work is evillllllllllllllllll........................ |
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| Venting of doom... |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|05:48 pm] |
Ok, first off, work today was ok, then got better, pauline called to say she was in providence to visit me ((spaced her coming down out completly)) Then... shit hit the fan. First off, at four today, genna was suposed to come over to finish her costume. And nikki was supposed to call if she wasent working to help us... Tyler said he was busy and so did phill. Ok. Then, pauline was going to phills for a 'family' barbeque, ok its her boyfirend and they want to have her over for family dinner, thats cool... WRONG.
Apparently phill ((who is supposed to be a close friend)) is throwing a party.. and guess who is there? Tyler, who siad he was to busy to work on his costume, for next week!!! and nikki, who never called me. Then, nikki comes with phill to pick pauline up... and i say she was supposed to call me, and apparently.. she thought that was tommarow at four. funny huh, since, i worrk everyday 3-11 pm, except for rare cases which i work morning shifts, and that has only been what.. twice counting today. So where does that fit in? What does that mean? Your closest friends ((nikki phill and tyler)) lie about what there doing. Then show up, go oh your not working, and dont even last minute invite you? Where do i stand? Mabye i was better keeping people at a arm distance. Seams im getting soft...
Time to toughen up. If i dont get some form of appology or fuckin explination. There on there own for costumes, and con next week... ill just.. forget to call... and blaim it on, i thought it was the day after. Or mabye ill go to a party that is falling on that day over at Macon's, or mabye.. i dont know... All i know is im pissed, and i ripped up my knuckles from trying to calm down. I have a explosive personality. So instead of punching someone, i punch walls, like the brick one's outside me house well mowing the lawn... Ya... im pissed.... i need anger managment or some shit... |
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| WHOHO |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|08:16 pm] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None... | ] |
And so im back, from out of space... ok no really. I am being forced into a job... because im always home. Im working at Gold metal bakery for 13 a hour hopefully, and only for three days.
Here is the good mood... SOMEONE WANTS A CLOAK ((the ones im make for phill for anime boston)) IN LEATHER!!! i cant wait... i am gonna go nutz!!! I can not wait to have this go through!
I hope pauline can come home with me this week.
I hope i get the job to get a appartment...
I hope i hope i hope.... im gonna go now.. tata |
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| Why im so hexcited! |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|11:32 am] |
Ok, so i saw pauline had this and i went, hmm fun, and my recent fav food is lynt's white chocolate coconut!!!, ok really, any thing that mixes coconut in it, like mounds, and these cookie's with coconut my dad makes, but thats besides the point, so i tyled coconut, AND LOOK WHAT I GOT, ITS A SIGN MAN, A FRIGGIN SIGN!!!
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| Polls cause pauline told me to... In my mind |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|11:14 am] |
Cause its true..
Your Deadly Sins
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Wrath: 40%
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Envy: 20%
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Greed: 20%
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Sloth: 20%
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Gluttony: 0%
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Lust: 0%
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Pride: 0%
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
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You will die, after conquering the world as an evil dictator. |
| You Were Actually Born Under: |  Fierce and courageous - you are the king of every situation.
You pounce and attack, until others give you want you want.
Daring and magnetic, you inspire others to follow your lead.
And while you're wild at heart, you have some hidden soft spots.
You are most compatible with a Horse or Dog. | | You Should Have Been Born Under: | 
You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.
You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.
Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.
Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.
You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger. |
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Kevin is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Alicia. |
| You consider Tyler your true friend. |
| You know that Pauline is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Pauline for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Genna is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Nikki is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Jeff is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jeff changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Nikki is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Nikki has a hidden internet romance. |
This is all paulines doing.. ill go away now... |
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| Holy Crap Batman.... |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|11:05 am] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Something overly peppy from nikki | ] |
Wow, its offical, i have no life.......
Ok, reasoning, IM ALWAYS WORKING. It sucks, i wake up at 6 am, sew, stop at four, and i am getting so tired of stairing at black fabric... anywho. Naruto is god, bleach is god, got even more on it's way. Better yet, i love my family. Looks like im going back to montserrat for a big big reason. Grandpa dearest is turning the stable from breeding/training/sales into strickt sales and bording. The stables down in florida is larger with more land for the horses and were pushing breading and training down there, which means 'I DONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT' come on, cheer for me people!!!
I've been up till like 4 am everynight painting, i feel so productive, but my body is feeling the lack of sleep. Somone needs to come love me, seeing as my car still isent on the road *snarl* but besides that.. i just felt the need to come on and spread the good news... Till then, i will go harrase my sick sister (shes sick again, isent it convinent on a test day hmmm?) |
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| To much.... |
[May. 11th, 2005|02:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  intimidated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bjork Curtasy of isyl | ] |
Why is it that i always go into things way over my head. Right now it looks as if i dont get that job at torrid i dont have to get a job.. *Groan* no, brilliant drache has been taking orders for the coat i made from kingdom hearts to. Let me break it down this way. I posted the coat on ebay last thursday. I have officialy sold four copys and had people e-mail or im me outside of ebay intrested in getting this jacket. Me beign me took the orders. Im up to nine jackets, and going AHHHHHHHHH why... because im loosing my mind. Why do i always get myself into these things.
On lighter note, im planning to go to Yoshitaka Amano's art opening. God i want to have him sign the first book i bought of his. He truly is a god of art, he's in my top favorites list right now.
My cousin has officaly dated her wedding, now we just have to work on planning everything *groan* any one know how to? E-mail me, i need it.
Moving out of college sux, i feel like im missing part of me already as i pack up. THese are my family guys, you know. My housemates and my house! I went home for mothers day and things were just aquard and strange. I felt as if i kinda dident belong there anymore.
I may not be going back to montserrat next semester depending on how my grandfather does in his heart surgery... Which just makes me feel like shit. I need to go back... not want.. need!!!!!
Review is tommarow, i dont know what ill say about my work.. its frightening. Im a freshman going into illustration/ art ed. What can i say? HELP ME, ive lost my muse months ago... well ok in november... i need to find a new one... |
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| First Post Via Live Anime Boston |
[May. 1st, 2005|04:06 am] |
Welcome to the first post by Drache. Those of you who know me, know me as Courtney. Those of you who don't can call me what you choose. For starters, I can not believe I have made it to Anime Boston 2005. After trying to convince my parents for three years to let me go to a convention, I was finaly legal age to attend one myself. The excitment is still overwhelming me. With fabulouse costumes and art, it makes me feel very low of the barel. Although, it wasent untill the place started to heat up with the chance of the Masquerade soon to come a smile actualy sprang to life. The costume i spend hours on with little to no sleep due to procrastionating, caused quiet a stir! The unknown costume from Kingdom Hearts 2 of the trench-coat. I am actually planning on selling those this summer. It's not everyday, you get, "oh my god, thats sick, i cant believe you did that, its awsome!" to a friend, well watching in the backround as your friend takes the immediat fireing range, and you just get to see the way everyone responds! I was so happy.
On a more somber note, something today hit me, of all strnage places, in a anime episode that my friend Rakka refused to believe exsited. She was making fun of the english dub of Full Metal Alcamist (if i could spell) when a character dies, and his young daughter, around six or seven is yelling at the mother for buring there father when he has work to do, not understanding. It was this that made me realise, it has been almost two years since my youngest uncle has passed away to lucemia. It still hasent hit me untill today, funny isent it. I have not morned at all over this loss, or even realised it till just then. It made me want to yell at hre for laughing at the dub and just shake her. I dont know weither it was me just finally letting it sink in, or realising my flaws. I've been so cold to people not letting anyone close i couldent see my own flaws or what was really happening. In the two years, i have not shed a single tear. I was everyone's shoulder to cry on, my grandmothers, my mother, my aunts, my sister. It was the first time i ever saw my father cry, and i sat there, face blank, as if it was just another thing i was obligated to go to! The same thing for the death of a friend in a car accident that was stuck in a coma, and the death of another for racing and four play, and then a sixteen year old friend commited suicide. I just stood there, letting everyone else cry, questioning why they were so weak. Mabye im really the weak one becuase im not letting that in, im shutting it out? Arggg... See, this is why i cant think and ponder, cause bad things happen, i question my entire theory and ideas of life *sigh*
Happy News
My cousin's wedding has been boasted up from August of 2006 to August of 2005. Im gonna hurt her for giving me three months notice to get a damn brides maid dress and help with this thing.
I've been in the longest relationship EVER. I am absolutly, head over heels, in love with him to! I dont know, but its like... its not the heart pounding heat in your lower body feeling, but i just feel as if a giant burden isent there anymore, i dont have to use my cold act, i can realax, its just.. silence, pure warm comforting silence. Like when your little and your mom hugs you, brushing your hair singing to you, that kinda, comfort, like it just belongs. He's met the parents and came to easter, and will be attendnig the above wedding with me! i really hope i dont scare him away, he just feels right, and it is sad not to have him around, i dont want to loose him. Another big fear damn it!
Anyway... i posted a contest and sale items for summer on www.drachevondernaght.Deviantart.com
I need some ideas on some art to do.. send me a idea :)
Midnight Hart the writing... will be posted soon.. Going threw the final beta now (Three total cuase my spelling is horrid, along with my grammer, and god do i know it)
I should sleep, must wake up early for conly ness... Enjoy.. |
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